Journal 4/28/20

If I were to write a book about life during the Coronavirus Pandemic of 2020 I would title it the lost kids. I would name it that for the reason that so many kids are losing themselves in the whole thing going on without people around them that care about them they might feel like they are lost.

Journal 4/27/20

I have noticed that I have some weird habits. one of my weird habitats is to actualy bit my nails whenn  im felling anxixt tor to move my leg up and down when im doing something that scares me.

journal 4/24/20

It hasn't been that difficult for me to stay active on everything in my life.

journal 4/23/20

these past couple of days were some of my hopes for the reason that I finally got to see my sister but yesterday she had to leave back home so it was hurt to see her leave but I know that she has to.

Journal 4/22/20

I use my hands to cook food for my family every day. I try to start to play the pion but that hasn't really got to the point that people can enjoy my music but at least I'm getting to the point that I can kinda play 10 seconds of something I made up.

Journal 4/21/20

As a kid, I had to learn that not everyone was good. The last four years have been bad with my family for the reason that my uncle decided that he would rather be with his wife and backstab us. Now that he is better with my they expect me to be the same way but I just can't because he's never going to the uncle I had before she chose to be like that with me. That experience had changed me and how I view people around me. it made me more causes.

Journal 4/20/20

Today is a lucky day for me since my sister is coming into town because her husband has to work her in Santa Maria. It's going to be good to see them both since I haven't seen them February and I was supposed to see them last month but with school closing that very weekend it didn't happen. Hopefully, this makes today and tomorrow seem like it normally does.

Journal 4/15/20

If I could pick one teacher to do the work she or he assigns it would be none of my teachers. All of my teachers have done all the things we are doing. They had to do it in a much harder for the reason that they had to understand the subject well even to teach someone else.

Journal 4/14/2020

with everything going on in our lives right now it really feels like everything I been doing is all work and its stressful. The one thing that has been helping me through all of this are my great friends. the ones that I can go talk to on daily are so important to me because it makes me feel like I haven't missed anything. Even when I feel horrible and think the world is crashing down on me I have my best friend there. When I feel like cry because everything is stressing me I can just call him in the middle of the day or at 1 am in the morning and for him, I'm really thankful.

Journal 4/13/2020

Today it doesn't seem like its spring break. it didn't even feel like it was Easter Sunday yesterday. The Past couple of days didn't feel like they usually do. The past two days have been kind of gloomy, the sunny hasn't come out and it been raining.